i think i know why i've been improving my jogar (play).
it must've been last week.

last Saturday we had a roda at Clarke Quay. which i've blogged about in part.
what i didn't mention was that for quite some time now, (actually, ever since i discovered Bantus Singapore has a Youtube channel) i've watched videos on Youtube to see how other people play in the roda.
last Thursday or Friday, i so happened to chance upon a video of me (and Deb) at our last roda, which was to celebrate for Claudinho. and i very clearly remember thinking (and saying) to myself, "Man, I suck."

that might've been the conscious motivation for me to improve. so that i could look better in video. of course my gut needs work too, but that's another story altogether.

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and today i learnt about Jedi. not the Star Wars ones.
the answer was obvious. in front of my face.
and i suspect i might've known it all along but never bothered to consider it.

be that as it may, the RP people are still way better than us.
i should make that motivation #2.