special needs.

ugh i'm having food cravings all of a sudden.
might just be the fact that there's only mooncakes in the house (which i am THIS close to being sick of) and i haven't had peanut butter in really long.

so now, the things i want:
1. marche. have yet to try the pork knuckle (WANT) and i want to go back for the rosti and soup. i mean, i love soup spoon, but there's something about marche's that kills me, how they're so thick and it looks like pure mashed pumpkin is slipping from your spoon. AGHHHH
oh yeah, now i mention it...
2. soup spoon. i've pretty much been shut-in so far for the holidays. if it's not training, i'm at home cleaning out my room and cutting out stuff from my stack of magazines and art exhibition guides. i'm such a fucking hoarder.
3. astons. okay they're fine, not really good GOOD food but pretty damn close. i don't know what it is exactly i miss. maybe the ambience (okay not really, i just like sitting in a booth).
4. IKEA.
5. FAST FOOD ANY FAST FOOD NAO. can't believe i haven't had kfc in 2 months. rargh
6. FC 4's PHAD THAI

thankfully my intellectual needs are being satisfied. holiday reads and movies are getting under way.
although i've been enjoying Never Let Me Go, i'm somewhat reluctant to finish it.
something about thundering through a story that unfolds over 10, 15 years just doesn't feel right to me. like i'm destroying the emotional intensity of the conclusion.
maybe it's just that i can identify more with the story, and how people change and friends fall apart and come back together.
so to risk the lousy pun, i just can't let go of Never Let Me Go, just yet.
SP LIBRARY Y U NO HAVE LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE/ LOVE AND OTHER DRUGS :(

okay i'll go to bed now before i ramble on about other needs and this gets inappropriate and embarrassing.