Sunday, August 7, 2011

neckdeep.

help me I'm neckdeep in shit.
okay so it's not as bad as it sounds, last week I was over my head in shit.

THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO BLOG YOU MOFO GODDAMNIT.
Ahhhhh shit when I'm stressed I have mental block. KENTAL COCK
Bad combo. I can't even listen to music properly when I work cause I'd just get distracted.

Last night, I decided to youtube some Beatles on a whim.
I thought I'd listen to Let It Be.
Yknow, since they're not like modern bands which trick people with obscure song titles which are absolutely irrelevant to the lyrics.
Plus I thought it'd be fitting, given my circumstances. Yknow, "Do your best and God will handle the rest" and all that. /plus whatever else is going on with me right now/
Isn't that sad. We turn to God only when we're in shit. It's just so hard to remember God when everything's wonderful.

Aaaand today I suddenly had a shot of nostalgia.
I suddenly remembered the first concert I saw, that my dad took me to when I was p3 (p4?).

Goodlawd it's been so long, but I still remember that night.
So I hunted this down:



After all this is over, I'll need the time to think and work something out.